Right now in my life, I'm unsure of where to go.
Obviously I need to go to the bathroom and eventualy school, but I'm talking in a year. College is a big thing for me. I had it all figured out and recently 'totally knew' where I was going to go. I wanted to attend UND (University of North Dakota) for a computer science degree. Because of different circumstances and people, currently in my life, I no longer 'totally know' if that is the thing for me.
This year was a spirtual awakening for me, my faith was jump started and I'm headed straight toward 88mph to make the jump. This awakening was amazing, and I would love to help and encourage other highschool students to experience the same thing. This is such an amazing time in my life and I can do so much for Him in my youth. All this being said, the trying thought is weither I want to go to college to become a youth pastor and give back to the programs that have changed my life so much. The only thing stopping one college option or the other is my unknowning knowlage of where God wants me to be.
This morning, I grabbed my Bible to start the day off and God gave me exactily what I needed to hear:
" 2 Obey the king's command, I say, because you took an oath before God. 3 Do not be in a hurry to leave the king's presence. Do not stand up for a bad cause, for he will do whatever he pleases. 4 Since a king's word is supreme, who can say to him, "What are you doing?" 5 Whoever obeys his command will come to no harm,
and the wise heart will know the proper time and procedure.
6 For there is a proper time and procedure for every matter,
though a man's misery weighs heavily upon him.
7 Since no man knows the future,
who can tell him what is to come?
8 No man has power over the wind to contain it [a] ;
so no one has power over the day of his death.
As no one is discharged in time of war,
so wickedness will not release those who practice it."
Ecclesiastes 8:2-8
This is what I needed, the reassurance that I don't know the plans He has for me, and that I need to obey his command, pray, and seek him. I pray to find an answer pleasing to Him so I can have rest over the stressing idea of college.